Saturday, July 23, 2016

True Colors are beautiful...

Fearfully, I've always suspected that I don't have luck with cars. I love old cars though. They stimulate the imagination. Where does that old smell come from? What's the story behind that dent? We’ve always had one old car, preferably a stick shift. The day our house burned down on December 14, 2013, the fire department dropped so much water on my husband's 2006 Crown Victoria that was parked on the driveway, we had to junk it for $450. This set in motion our buying a total of six cars during the three years since, 
    The first minivan in that series was the most memorable one. It belonged to an honest man who told us the air conditioning didn't work, but everything else purred like a newborn kitty. It was a 1997 Dodge Caravan and we paid about $700 for it.  It smelled like guava and cheese pastelitos--or is it that guava and cheese pastelitos are always on my mind? My husband who worked tirelessly on the farm during the week and drove a taxi all weekend, got into an accident with that minivan just four months after we had bought it and two days after we had spent $1,100 repairing air conditioning system. During this time, due to the stress of paying for the 3 bedroom we were renting, our mortgage on the burned house, and legal bills that ranged from $2,000 to $4,000, we spent two months without a car.
I would put the babies in the double-stroller and walked to every destination. Later, we bought the same color van from a guy who claimed to have had a potato chip vending machine business. That car didn't last six months. Finally, after the fifth minivan, we decided to get two newer cars. We lucked out on a 2013 Dodge Caravan. My husband convinced me that despite the hefty monthly bill, he would use it to do Uber. This was supposed to be better than driving a taxi. He would have more autonomy and more flexibility. After a month of Uber, he decided to discontinue his association with that company.
This past Friday, our generator, which was our only source of electricity, and which was our second generator in seven months, croaked. It died on one of the hottest nights of the year. Without the fans, the trailer was an inferno. My husband said he had an idea. He left for about twenty minutes. When he returned, he told me to take the two comforters we owned, the pillows, and the children. It turned out that that Dodge’s seats could be folded inside its floorboards. We laid the comforters and pillows in the back. My husband reclined in the driver seat and made himself comfortable. My sixteen year old, wanting to be close to the phone charger and radio, took the front passenger seat. I was content to be flanked by my two "babies" on the floor with the comforters. My husband talked about inventions he was thinking of. The kids sang along with the radio. I said a silent prayers for those all around the world who don't even have a hole to sleep in. 

In the morning, we woke up to light drizzles. After the rain, we trudged back to the trailer. As I walked, I monitored the ground for puddles or vermin. My four year old, Phailani, had gone ahead. She stood on the make-shift stairs leading into the trailer. She pointed to the sky behind me, "Look, Mommy and Daddy. A rainbow." We turned to see the brightest, widest rainbow right above us. We turned to look at the joy radiating on Phaila's face. She said in her sweet voice, "That's beautiful." At that moment, the ugly thing that our lives had become was gone. 

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